After weeks of waiting and wondering about a job possibility, I am going crazy.
Everyday I wake up wondering if today will be the day.
Will we find out something?
Instead there have been three interviews, promises of decisions being made, and no news!
We are slowly going crazy.
My body is starting to feel the strain of the stress.
My muscles ache - the chest injury still hurting and not getting better.
My stomach feels like butterflies live inside of it.
I jump every time the phone rings.
I feel full of anxiety until around 11am when I know the work day is over in the States.
Kev got a huge stress sore on his lip a few weeks ago - it was HUGE!
Still nothing.
Seriously it has been almost a month.
I just want to know - either way - I just want to know.
Everyday I wake up wondering if today will be the day.
Will we find out something?
Instead there have been three interviews, promises of decisions being made, and no news!
We are slowly going crazy.
My body is starting to feel the strain of the stress.
My muscles ache - the chest injury still hurting and not getting better.
My stomach feels like butterflies live inside of it.
I jump every time the phone rings.
I feel full of anxiety until around 11am when I know the work day is over in the States.
Kev got a huge stress sore on his lip a few weeks ago - it was HUGE!
Still nothing.
Seriously it has been almost a month.
I just want to know - either way - I just want to know.
6 comments:
I hope news comes soon! Josh gets stress sores on his mouth too! I've never known someone else to get them. How funny. Take three deep breaths. Hang in there.
Just try to relax, Stace. I know that not knowing can be really stressful, but just try to think that fretting about it won't change a thing one way or the other. Hang in there!
I hate that too. Maybe you should plan a trip someplace. Don't actually buy the tickets, just plan it all out. Maybe then the job offer will come. And if not you can take a trip. Maybe today is the day!!!!!!
I will be driving past AMEX today and we will pause extra long at the stoplight and throw all our thoughts from the car, through the parking lot and into the office of the one who is making this decision. Think it will help? I hope!
I hate waiting too! I think I know how you feel when we were waiting to figure out if we were moving to MN or not! I know yours is a bit more stressful than that but having been in a simular situation I completely sympathize! Hang in there, keep praying and have faith, the Lord will get you through it! We are praying for you to come back soon! Love ya!
d&c 98 2-4 one of my favorites this one has helped me numerous times. hope all goes well you are in my prayers and you have been on the temple prayer roll a few times. all will work out don't rush it you may miss opportunities!!
I hope you get the news soon!! We miss you guys! :)
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